Another Single Ladies' Xmas

    Going on four months relationship sober I can say that this Xmas is defiantly different. Now with all the happy holiday hoopla you can feel the pressure and maybe a little bit of loneliness. If you are like me you want someone to sit with you on the couch all cuddled up under a blanket while drinking hot coco. You imagine what it would be like to have someone for the holidays so that feeling doesn't haunt you like the ghost of Christmas past. I remember just last year, when I was in my own relationship, I didn't want my boyfriend to get me a gift and that I was just happy to have him. Instead, he showed up at my door with a little gift in hand. Just seeing him there (even thought he had given me a heads up before that he would stop by) made me the happiest person in the world. Now I sit alone in my room writing this because yes I am single, and probably will be for a while due to my quirky personality, but I am still having a very merry Christmas. So chin up and have a little more eggnog...  


Yours truly,
Riley Scout

"Last Christmas" by Wham